I am drawn to explore and to feel myself as part of our existence.

In connection, I am truly alive.

 

I am blessed with the gift of beholding the beauty of our wondrous world.

Every living being is a creation of the beautiful.

Our Creator is unique — everything is infused with His generosity, compassion, and love.

 

I love this Life and give thanks for the blessing of being alive.

About 

From Darkness to Light: My Transformational Path

My path of transformation began the moment I collapsed — with no strength left, and no desire to live.

I had driven myself to complete exhaustion on all three levels: physical, emotional, and spiritual.

I was diagnosed with nervous system burnout.

My body was depleted, my soul emptied, and my consciousness had lost its sense of meaning and direction.

I needed a full transformation — on every level.

I was in complete despair, without strength or the will to go on.

Since childhood, my path had seemed meaningless.

I saw the senselessness of everything happening around me.

The fragile nervous system of a child couldn’t bear the pain and suffering she went through.

I was confused from the very beginning.

I saw deeply unhappy people around me — and I knew I didn’t want to live like that.

I felt that life could be different.

It didn’t have to be tragic, filled with fear and pain.

I knew there was something more — and I was searching for it.

I searched, but each step brought deeper disappointment.

Eventually, I fell into despair and a profound depression.

Without any vision of the path or meaning, I kept exhausting myself — physically, emotionally, and spiritually.

And at some point, I collapsed completely.

The year 2016, at age 32, became the turning point.

There was no strength left. No desire to live.

My old self died.

And in its place, something new had to be born.

To become a completely different person and be reborn, it took me more than eight years.

My path continues.

And I now share my experience with joy, walking beside those who are also searching — those ready to step out of darkness and walk the path of light.

Your new world begins with you.

My Path of Transformation

 

My story is proof that a human being is capable of changing everything.

My journey lasted ten years, beginning from the day when the old version of me led to complete collapse. But life turned out to be more precious than despair. I decided, no matter what, to change everything: to overcome laziness, to step into harmony with the world, to understand its laws, and to learn how to speak the same language with it.

 

Today I can say with confidence: everyone has a chance. It doesn’t matter where you start or what your circumstances are — what matters is one thing: you, and only you, have the right and the power to change everything.

 

By working on three levels — physical, mental, and spiritual — rebirth becomes possible. But it is not an instant process: a butterfly is not born in a single day. It goes through all the stages of transformation before it can spread its wings. The same is true for us: we carry within us the very same qualities that exist in every living being. We are part of nature, and the process of awakening is waiting for each of us.

 

Only when we awaken do we become the light from which the whole world is woven.

And everything is in our hands. A single flap of a butterfly’s wings can shift the wind on the other side of the planet. Just imagine the power we hold: by transforming ourselves, we transform the entire world around us.

— BEN LAURENT